I've been feeling nostalgic a lot lately and I thought it's because I was about to have a baby...but now I'm beginning to think that it's because I'm afraid of what the future holds. Usually, I can consider possible outcomes and work out possible solutions for them, but now the number of unknowns is more … Continue reading Feels like nostalgia

...it's a reminder that you still have life in you ...a reminder for you to be humble, your circumstances may change soon ...a reminder for you to be hopeful, your circumstances can change soon

...when they don't communicate. I've been thinking about that saying a lot recently. It's often used as a justification for one person doing all the work. Maybe it's my project coordinating experience, but I find myself wondering why it has to be that way. Sure, you can have just one cook make the broth, but … Continue reading Too many cooks spoil the broth…

...who jumped at a chance for love because I didn't want to be alone ...who plunged into a relationship with you, without figuring out who you are and if I like who you are ...who made all these happily ever after plans with you because I thought what I felt was love ...who realized that … Continue reading It’s not you, it’s me…

What do you do when you have nothing but time to reflect and get all up in your feelings? Exactly that. In the past few weeks, I have faced up to truths I tried so hard to avoid. In fact, I tried so hard that I convinced myself they couldn't possibly be the truth. But … Continue reading Affairs of the heart

Like the waves washing up on the shore, That's the way our story goes Our paths cross for moments at a time With each encounter, there's an exchange There are parts of me that stay with you and parts of you that come with me Till the next time, that is all we hold on … Continue reading Passing moments

We were not asked to be the same, but we were asked commanded to love each other as ourselves. So seeing ourselves when we see others even though we are not created the same. Because we are created in God's image so when we see ourselves in others, we see a reflection of God in … Continue reading One, not the same

This weekend I came to a realization about my perspective of loneliness. I'd describe myself as a lone wolf; I'm an introvert and I typically like to be left to my own devices. Even though I don't always enjoy that, I find that I still feel lonely sometimes, when I'm with other people. Needless to … Continue reading Outside looking in or inside looking out?

This shade of brown is called leaving my comfort zone and exploring myself. Been having feelings ranging from overwhelming to anxiety to fear with occasional bursts of excitement. The last time I felt this way was when I opted out of a scholarship for my master's and chose a program I had to pay for. … Continue reading Embracing the change

Humans have evolved over time...we've come a long way from rubbing sticks to create fire. Even our physical appearance and attributes have changed to match the times...but our emotions though...those have stayed the same. The bubbly feeling of joy... The heart wrenching feeling of pain/despair/disappointment... The light-headedness of falling in love... The uncomfortableness of envy/jealousy... … Continue reading Random thought